Sometimes, I want nothing more but to crawl into a corner and cry. It's all I want.

Just to let myself go in buckets of emotion.

Let it go.

Let it go

Let it all out

These are the things people tell me.

That letting it all out will help.

How am I supposed to do that?

Sit down and tell you what the fuck has been going on in my mind lately?

How do I tell you that I feel like shit most days. That I don't want to get up.

That I feel a deep pit of regret and hurt in my mind most days.

That sometimes I feel like screaming until my throat bleeds.

How would you know?

That's how I feel.

Now will you be able to handle that?